Category Archives: Psychobabble

Medication Diaries: Entry 2

Entry 1 is here. I met with a psychiatrist, who was uber helpful. We talked about how I’d been feeling, what meds I had been on and the complaints I’d had about them, and what my concerns were. I told her that the Lexapro had made me fatigued to the point that I was non-functional, [...]
Also posted in Depression, Medication Diaries | 11 Comments

Medication Diaries: Entry 1

A lot of people have asked me questions about my medications and what I’m on. I have no problem being transparent about my mental illness, because there’s a stigma around it and the only way to break it down is to talk about it and normalize it. It’s the same reason I’m so open about [...]
Also posted in Depression, Medication Diaries | 16 Comments

Another Step Forward

About three months ago, I began taking antidepressants. It was a huge step for me, because it’s one that I’d been avoiding taking for years. Deciding to finally help myself was a Very Big Deal. However, not all medications work for all people. The one I was on was not the right one for me. [...]
Also posted in Depression, Soul Searching | 10 Comments

Up and Go

I’m falling into that black hole again. The one that I always seem to end up back in, just when I think I’m almost out. I feel like a shell of a person and my chest feels like an empty, hollow cavity with nothing inside it. I haven’t left my room for days. I’m sinking. [...]
Also posted in Depression, Soul Searching | 6 Comments

The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And covered with a perfect shell Such a charming, beautiful exterior Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes Perfect posture, but you’re barely scraping by But you’re barely scraping by This is one time, this is one time That you can’t fake it hard enough to please [...]
Also posted in Depression, Soul Searching | 1 Comment

Sex and Therapy

I got an interesting Formspring question the other day, and I thought it was worth reposting and expanding on here. What are your opinions about sexual deviance in the context of therapy? You personally seem to embrace so-called slut identity and repost from self-identified nymphomaniacs, so what does that mean to you therapeutically (in practice) [...]
Also posted in Sex Miscellany, Sexuality | 3 Comments


“Polishing my social skills with one more drink and two more pills. I do not feel good; I thought by now I would.” -The Spill Canvas, Battles I feel like it wouldn’t be right to write another post without addressing the brouhaha that took place in the comments section of this post, not by directly [...]
Also posted in Depression, Self Medication, Soul Searching | 34 Comments

All of Me

I have the best Master/Daddy/boyfriend in the world. I’m not an easy person to be with, and I know that. I suffer from depression, and it comes and goes often. I actually think it’s more like dysthymia, which is worse, because that means it never really goes away. And that makes being with me really, [...]
Also posted in Depression, Relationships, Soul Searching, Submission | Tagged | 15 Comments

Domestic Violence and Mental Health, Part I

So this is where I come in. Exposure to abuse and trauma over a significant period of time may eventually result in significant mental distress. A significant number of people in the U.S. experience mental health problems – problems that often go unaddressed. Abuse and violence are associated with increased risk for developing a range [...]
Also posted in It Felt Like A Kiss | 1 Comment

My Story of Rape: Prelude

I’ve mentioned the fact that I was raped this past January, but I’ve never discussed the details or told the story. A huge part of healing from and moving beyond trauma involves telling the story of your trauma, in detail. This may be done in a therapy session, in a group session, or on your [...]
Also posted in Rape Culture, Soul Searching | Tagged | 20 Comments
  • This site contains adult content and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18. Under 18? Click here:


  • Britni TheVadgeWig

    PhotobucketI'm Britni, a snarky bitch and generally awesome person. I write about sex, love, and bullshit. If sex-positivity, discussions about BDSM and kink, queer issues, and topics that are completely inappropriate by society's standards make you uncomfortable, then this blog is not for you.
    Photobucket Photobucket
  • Because I Am a Shameless, Broke-Ass Bitch

    All donations are welcome, of course! You can always buy me something off my wishlist, as well.

  • Get Yourself Off

    Good Vibes PinkCherry Sex Toys Love yourself. Everyday. Tickle. Photobucket ER-150x250-1a_3 / JT's Stockroom
  • Photobucket
  • See My Writing At

    Photobucket Photobucket
  • Watch Them Get Off

    visit Photobucket visit
  • The What

  • The Who

  • Go Back In Time