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White Knight

I often love people that are difficult to love. You see, I tend to suffer from “White Knight Syndrome.” I’m not a protective person by nature, but I tend to enter into relationships with people that I feel protective over. I’ve dated people that had long legal histories and ongoing legal problems, including incarceration during [...]
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Fear and Loathing

I stared at the screen and felt a wave of terror wash over my body. I looked over my shoulder to make sure no one was there. It was a feeling I hadn’t felt in over a year and a half. Looking at the screen, I couldn’t take my eyes off of It. Sitting in [...]
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I Don’t Know Why…

…but finding out that my abuser is still with the girl he cheated on me with still bothers me, almost 3 years later. Every few months or so, I check his Facebook to see if they’re still together. They always are. I know I shouldn’t check, yet something compels me to. Part of me hurts [...]
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I Got Fucked

I got fucked by a man, though I hesitate to call him that. He was more like a boy. A boy that fucked me often, in both the literal and figurative sense. The former, of course, being much more enjoyable than the latter, as it usually is. In fact, the only reason that I kept [...]
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Hate “The Player” And The Game

There is a chapter in Lundy Bancroft’s book Why Does He Do That? that identifies “types” of abusers. Not every abuser fits into a specific type, some have bits and pieces from several different types, and some are predominantly one “type,” with certain aspects of other “types.” When I got to the type that Bancroft [...]
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Group Post: Dark and Stormy Night

It was a dark and stormy night, like so many summer nights tend to be. It was fitting, really. The weather outside matched the darkness in his eyes, the darkness of my mood, the storminess of our relationship. The thunder served to compliment our argument, adding sound effects and emphasis at all the right moments. [...]
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Winning Record

I’m now two for two on ex-boyfriends currently living with the women they cheated on me with.
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Die "Lost" Die

I hate Lost. There, I said it. I don’t just dislike it. I FUCKING HATE IT. And everyone and their mother seems obsessed with the damn show, which makes it really hard to avoid having to hear about it. I don’t care what’s going on on that island or what’s the past or the present [...]
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Love Me, Love Me

I was thinking about love today and came to a pretty huge realization. I don’t think that I’ve ever truly been loved. I don’t mean by parents or friends, but I mean by a significant other. I’ve had partners say they love me, but I don’t know if they really, truly did. My first love, [...]
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Toxic Love

Working where I do, at a battered women’s shelter, can be really hard sometimes. The stories you hear are devastating and you really cannot imagine what some of these women have been through. But one of the hardest things for me has been finally admitting to myself that I was in an abusive relationship. I’ve [...]
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