After all the crap that’s been going on with The Bruiser, I haven’t really felt like writing much. I’m emotionally exhausted and what’s left of my heart is pretty shattered. You know how when you’re hurting really badly, it LITERALLY feels like your heart is broken? You can feel that pain in your chest and it feels like the actual organ is going to explode. Yeah. I’ve tried not to think about it, because when I do, I get that literal pain in my heart and that doesn’t feel very good. I’m starting to slip back into that yucky dark place, and I’m trying to avoid falling in. It isn’t all because of The Bruiser, but that obviously contributes to it. However, I’m pretty sure that I’m dysthymic and should be on meds but it’s something that I try to fight on my own. But I digress.
- I deserve to be respected.
- I deserve to be pursued.
- I deserve to be loved.
- I deserve to be desired.
- I deserve to be wanted.
- I deserve to be happy.
I'm Britni, a snarky bitch and generally awesome person. I write about sex, love, and bullshit. If sex-positivity, discussions about BDSM and kink, queer issues, and topics that are completely inappropriate by society's standards make you uncomfortable, then this blog is not for you.
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Good for you, congratulations and keep it up. When you feel down, re-read this post and smile at yourself.
You can do it!
You're goddamned right!
Keep that mantra, mama!
Wow, I've been in that shithole of dysthymia for way too long. I love reading this… you're not waiting for someone to pull you out of the muck. No, instead you know what you deserve, and you deserve to have it!
You are fucking fabulous! You are a smart, caring, sexy, and funny woman.
You deserve to be surrounded by awesome people, not spineless* bastards from planet immature douchebag.
*Seriously, from what I gather from your posts a motherfucking octopus has more of a spine than this guy.
/goes back to minding her own business
You go with your fabulous self!
You are fabulous. Go with that feeling, girl. You deserve to really feel it more often!
absolutely true @ what you deserve.
Also true that people will treat you however you allow them to treat you.
Don't let others tell you how to feel about yourself.
You are beautiful and a good person and deserve to be treated as such.
Go get em.
Way to go!
good girl. you are fabulous.
Good girl.
I really believe that one (or at least some people) has to be happy with themselves (by themself) to then develop a healthy relationship with another well-adjusted person.
You don't have to tell yourself that you are fabulous. You don't have to believe that you are fabulous. You have to know that you are fabulous without evening thinking about it.
Good luck.