I had a very, very intense, detailed sex dream about Bartender last night. We were having amazing sex and it was very intimate and wonderful. I got off during the dream, which I always love. The dream continued after that, and I’m not really sure what was going on, but Bartender and I were clearly still together and I remember an overwhelming of feeling of the two of us being in love. I loved him very deeply when we were together, and a part of me will always love him, even if he’s the wrong person for me. That part makes total sense. He’s currently incarcerated and I think about writing to him sometimes, but haven’t made the effort to get his address. I’m still not sure if I will.
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lol@ wanna sit on it.
Bad decisions for him to jack over actual sex?!
wtf is that about?
yay for dreamy sexytime![:)](/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif)
and yay for love like you had with bartender, and sex like u had with bruiser, and the kind of caretaking that I think you deserve and haven't gotten yet (at least not recently). I think you are getting ready to move forward.
Sorry if that sounds cheesy, sweets. I want you to have all the good parts rolled into one![:)](/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif)
My bf is just like that- he needs a sitcom length blow job to get it up. Sometimes I wonder if he's really into me at all. So I can relate here.
But wtf…incarcerated??? Brit, even though SFL has lots of "detritus" in the dating pool, you need to keep better company.
Riva, SFla
River,
There was a whole saga with him, in which there was stuff I didn't know about him when we started dating. You can click on his tag and read about it if you want.![:)](/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif)
Ugh, sounds like my sex life with my ex. Except he didn't jerk off; just played on his computer all the time.
Luckily, the new guy fucks like a goddamn animal ALL THE TIME.
Absolutely beautiful bush, but i must add, he wasted the good things and time, obviously.
But you'll get yours, if not already.![;)](/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif)
whats inside your head is all worth it, to someone who knows what to look for. In my opinion, your a good catch