I finally told her how I felt.
Me: “I know, me too. I always wish we could try things again. I wasn’t in the right place mentally the first time. I miss you every single day though.”
Her: “I feel the same way. I reallllly liked you.”
Me: “I know. I did too but I don’t think I was ready for it yet, you know? It scared me because it was just so intense and I had just gotten out of something that had emotionally scarred. I kind of kick myself for it all the time, though.”
Her: “Ya, I totally understand. I will definitely never date a guy either. I realized that at my trans cousin’s wedding.”
Me: “Can I take you out when you come down next week?”
Her: “I have been waiting for you to ask me that for over a year now. Of course you can!”
And so, it’s a date. Now I just have to wait patiently for her to come back.
I'm Britni, a snarky bitch and generally awesome person. I write about sex, love, and bullshit. If sex-positivity, discussions about BDSM and kink, queer issues, and topics that are completely inappropriate by society's standards make you uncomfortable, then this blog is not for you.
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5 Comments
Your friend is really pretty. I can see why you can't wait to see her!
Also, your backyard loooks like a park.
she's well fit! good luck:)
Well done for asking her, hon – I am proud of you! I look forward to reading how it goes
xx Dee
Oh how exciting!
Go Britni! How fun! And she is so cute, you two will be an awesome couple.