A Reflective Post

TM, TM, TL just told me that he thinks that I’m just using him until someone better comes along. I think that he may be right. I like him, and I haven’t slept with anyone else since I’ve been single, but I’m not looking for commitment or a boyfriend right now. My heart isn’t ready.

It’s been three months since Boyfriend broke up with me, and things aren’t much better. I still think about him a lot, and lately things have been worse. Last night I had my hand on TM,TM,TL’s back and my eyes were closed and I had the picture of a tattoo between his shoulder blades. He does not have a tattoo, Boyfriend does. Today I almost called him by Boyfriend’s name. They say it takes half the amount of time that you were with someone to get over them. If this is true, I’m only half way done with this.

While I’m not necessarily out looking for someone else, I’m going to a semi-formal with MIT Frat Boy on Saturday, and I would love if the cute anestesiologist would call me for coffee. I think I need to cut TM, TM, TL off. Sigh.

Why do guys always fall so hard for me? It sucks sometimes, because every guy that hangs out with me ends up falling for me. What’s so great about me?